An Interview With
International Awareness Day Founder and Leader of RESCIND, Tom Hennessy (May 2008)
The CFS/FM support groups perform a lot of vital functions for CFS/FM
patients; they provide advice, physician and legal referrals, emotional
support and they advocate for change usually on a bare bones budget. Often
run by people who themselves have CFS/FM they are the bread and butter of
the CFS/FM community…and there is some fear they are fading. Dr. Bell has
referred to the diminishing activity of CFS/FM support groups over time –
something he thinks has dangerous implications for the CFS/FM movement as a
whole.
In recent years there has been, in my opinion, an apathy that has crept in
and pervaded some parts of the support community. Perhaps it has been due to
ill health, perhaps the patient community is giving up, discouraged by a
perceived lack of progress. Maybe it is that the old-timers are just getting
older. But whatever the reason, people need to remember that nearly
everything good that has come to patients with [M.E.] CFS has come via the
support community. So, support people, don’t give up. Don’t get discouraged.
Follow your hopes/dreams/ passions, and if this includes activism, get
involved.
In this series we ask the leaders of these organizations to tell us about
these bedrocks of the ME/CFS community; how they were formed, what issues
they are engaged in, what opportunities and pitfalls they are facing, how
they are doing and what they believe are the critical issues facing the
ME/CFS community.
Tom Hennessy
The late 1980’s and early 1990’s were a different era.
Chronic fatigue syndrome (ME/CFS) made the cover of Newsweek and major articles
appeared in Rolling Stone and major newspapers across the country. CFS support
groups sprang up out of nowhere. The first scientific conference on CFS was
attended by hundreds of doctors and researchers.
It was a heady time and Tom Hennessey, a former advertising executive with a
knack for a bold phrase, stepped up front and center. An ‘in your face’ advocate
outraged at the treatment CFS patients were getting Tom would go on to push the
medical establishment's buttons again and again.
Foreseeing the damage the Chronic Fatigue Syndrome name would wreak he demanded,
not asked, that the name be changed.
In an attempt to unite CFS patients and give them a voice in government he built
a ‘virtual’ lobbying organization called RESCIND. A dynamic figure he played a
major role in creating Lobby Day, tabbed May 12th as International Chronic
Fatigue Syndrome (ME/CFS) Awareness Day, and called for CFS, GWS and FMS
organizations to unite together to fight the destructive myths fobbed on each.
Known as an ‘angry activist’ Tom turned his barbs both at the government
agencies and the many aspects of the CFS community he disagreed with.
Tom’s advocacy efforts were , however, cut short. A
severe relapse in the early 1990’s left him bedbound and in horrendous pain and
needing to safeguard his increasingly precarious health. Over time RESCIND slowly rescinded into the background and Tom’s influence
waned. He stated he hasn’t posted to the main CFS message
board, Co-Cure, in over five years. When he does attempt to post his often
inflammatory and sometimes profane posts are at times rejected.
This was not always an easy interview for Tom or for me; each session brought
pain for him and at times anger for me when I happened to step into the heat of his almost
biblical blasts. Tom is nothing if not sure in his beliefs - a surety he
still demonstrates with considerable passion. He may or may not be right
in his conclusions (or methods) but he had (and still has) a
uniquely powerful voice that CFS patients can only rue that this illness has muffled.
What was your background before you came down with chronic fatigue
syndrome (ME/CFS)?
Sales and advertising was my job for two decades. I did a national
campaign for Subaru that inspired their "official car of the US ski team"
that ran for 17 years. I did a program for Marriott hotels that used a Gold
Gambits card to use for discounted rooms and upgrades for frequent guests
that is still running 25 years later. I was working on a program for BMW to
upgrade their customer service when I got sick. I had seen how the Japanese
work up close and personal while living in Japan from 1968 to 1972. My BMW
friends laughed at me but the Japanese ate BMW's and Mercedes lunch for the
next 15 years.
What happened when you came down with chronic fatigue
syndrome (ME/CFS)?
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I was a hard charging, full blown Yuppie when I collapsed 20 years ago
this month. Just 4 days after the infamous stock market collapse! I had a
pretty severe flu but I was still working 12 hours a day, 7 days a week. I
was a BMW sales manager in Marin County, California, just over the Golden
Gate Bridge. I was making 6 figures and I had a new BMW company car and I
was planning to start a computerized database for people to buy and sell
cars, boats, motor home and motorcycles - sort of like a dating service for
yuppies involving anything with a motor. I had possible investment bankers,
several hundred clients - life was great! Except I had constant sore
throats, chronic mono, and I just didn't feel well. I couldn't get restful
sleep.
I felt like I had been given a Rodney King
style beating the night before. I have hardly gotten out of bed again for the past twenty years.
Then one day, a fellow salesman offered to pay off a loan to me, by taking
me out to dinner. We drank a bunch of margaritas and ate ceviche and raw oysters. I went home to sleep it off - the next morning I couldn't move. I
felt like I had been given a Rodney King style beating the night before. I
have hardly gotten out of bed again for the past twenty years. The
crippling, burning, searing nerve pain is still my worst symptom but with
the exception of raccoon eyes (very black deep circles in my eye sockets)
and totally atrophied muscles, I don't look quite as sick as I claim to be.
You had a real knack of being at the right place and the right time with
regards to major events. How did your involvement in chronic fatigue
syndrome (ME/CFS) advocacy start?I had been mostly bedridden for 18 months. I was the only male present at
a San Francisco group meeting in 1989. I was asked to be a back up speaker
at the very first international "CFS" medical conference held on April 15,
1989. After the scheduled male speaker cancelled only 4 days before the
conference I was asked to provide a 15 minute speech on what it is like for
a lay person to "have CFS". I ended up talking before about 600 people
including all the top research docs and many press and patient advocates.
I had several flip chart pages..and one was the infamous iceberg with
only 5% showing above the waterline. I said that there were probably 250,000
homebound or bed bound people with M.E. and that there were probably 500,000
people who were only able to attend work or school part time. And that there
I
gave an "in your face" speech saying that we are SICK, often
deathly ill and we are NOT fatigued!" I said, "if you do NOTHING else today,
then lock the doors, get together and knock heads and come up with an ACCURATE
definition and CHANGE THE GOD DAMN NAME!
was the wide part of the iceberg, that was probably 5 to 6 million people
who were one viral, bacterial, or physical insult away from complete and
crushing disability..... I said 'at a cost of 35,000 dollar salary per
person, since many were nurses or teachers. This disease was costing the US
economy approximately $9 billion per year...
(Editor’s note: Fifteen years later a study indicated that Tom was eerily
close in his estimates; the direct economic costs due to CFS in the U.S.
were estimated to be 9.1 billion dollars a year.)
I gave an "in your face" speech saying that we are SICK, often deathly
ill and we are NOT fatigued!" I said, "if you do NOTHING else today, then
lock the doors, get together and knock heads and come up with an ACCURATE
definition and CHANGE THE GOD DAMN NAME!". This got a HUGE response, and all
the major media ended up interviewing myself and Melinda Paras, a gay,
Latino woman who gave an equally moving and riproaring speech.
Many of the docs and organizers felt that Melinda and I stole their show,
but we didn't ask anyone for an interviews. It was the response from the
audience that piqued the interest of the reporters from the Wall Street
journal, the New York Times, the LA Times, and many local and national TV
reporters. We got front page coverage in some of these papers, and my
"career" as an ME advocate was off to the races.
The North Carolina group was represented by Ms. Karen Freese, who was
their editor. Their little Chronicle was 4 pages of Xeroxed sheets stapled
together. She asked me to be a contributing writer or editor, and I told her
that I would be bedridden for months JUST from speaking ONE time at the
"CFS" conference.
This really was a different era for us with regard to media exposure. We
were a hot item and got a lot of press, we made the cover of Newsweek and
Rolling Stone had a major article and you showed up several times on Larry
King. How did the Larry King show happen?
It turned out that Cheney and Iverson were delayed on a flight. There was
a huge thunderstorm in D.C. and the radar was knocked out at least one of
the D.C airports. I had called in when they ran the ads about the show, and
said "PLEASE do not say it is all stress, all whiney white women, etc. Tammy
Haddad, Larry’s executive producer who I later found out had Lyme disease,
That show got pretty heated when I claimed that "many of our brave veterans are returning
with very similar symptoms as all these ‘alleged whiney white women’ who can NOT handle stress!"
called me back and asked if I had a book out. And I said, no, but I do have
newspaper articles with my pictures on them. She said "fax them in" and 5
hours later I was on the air.
They invited me back six months later for another show. That one was with
Alana Stewart, the ex wife of Rod Stewart and George Hamilton. That show got
pretty heated when I claimed that "many of our brave veterans are returning
with very similar symptoms as all these ‘alleged whiney white women’ who can
NOT handle stress!" I went on to say, that "If these highly educated, mostly
male, stunningly victorious soldiers who only fought for four days, could come
down with this terrible illness, then maybe the NIH and the CDC will be
forced to stop telling lies about it.”
I got TONS of mail from all over the world.
You have a very severe problem with pain. In one conversation with Dr.
Alexis Shelekoy in the early 1990's you noted "I feel like someone has
twisted every nerve and fiber in body into braids, then beaten to within an
inch of my life, all day, every day of my life. it is brutal beyond
imagination". How is your pain now? What can you do to treat it?
The doctors told me that I was taking MORE pain medicine
than a dying cancer patient who's tumors were crushing his very bones.
I need to take morphine daily to stay alive. For 11 years, I took up to
six patches of Fentanyl duragesic patches every three days just to stay
alive. The doctors told me that I was taking MORE pain medicine than a dying
cancer patient who's tumors were crushing his very bones.
I asked the doctors and pharmacists, "Do I sound like I am drugged up? Am
I not lucid?”, and they replied that I was one of the most articulate
patients in their practice and when I was drug tested, it always came back
"normal therapeutic levels". This means that my pain receptors were so
inflamed that I really WAS in the excruciating, burning, stinging nerve pain
that I claimed to be in.
You had a central hand in creating Lobby Day and you choose May 12th as
the day to honor ME/CFS. Tell us how those got started.
I started the concept of Lobby day back in 1988, when I tried to convince
Barry Sleight and his wife, Michelle Freeman to join me and enlist my
father, the top Lobbyist for J. Paul Getty in Washington, D.C. to work for
FREE on our behalf to get Congress involved. The reason I wanted a "lobby
day" was because I had seen my father getting abused on a daily basis by
Congress calling for a "windfall profits' tax in good time, but NO bailouts
in bad times for oil companies.
ONE stroke of the congressional pen could get us millions of dollars of
funding...or get us stricken from getting ANY funds for research at NIH. I
knew these facts and that is why I pushed for a lobby day since 1988! I
wanted to pick a spring or fall day for our "awareness/lobby" day. Most of
us really sick ME patients are too ill to leave our homes most days and we
just can't go outside or on a trip to D.C. in the summer or winter months. I
also wanted it to be International. May 12th is still bigger overseas than
the US.
I wanted to pick a spring or fall day for our "awareness/lobby" day.
Most of us really sick ME patients are too ill to leave our homes most days and we just can't go outside or on a trip to D.C. in the summer or winter months.
After reading Byron Hyde's great book on the history of Myalgic
Encephalomyelitis, I decided to look up his hero's Birthday, and lo and
behold, May 12th, was Florence Nightingale's birthday. She was the founder
of the first ever school of nursing, and she fought for 35 years for justice
for sick soldiers of the Crimean war. She inspired the Swiss Investment
banker Mr. Dunant to found the International Red Cross. He did so in HER
honor. At the invocation of the IRC he said, "it was the tremendous work of
Ms. Florence Nightingale in the Crimea, that inspired me to found this noble
organization".
She put the first elevator into a hospital, so that badly broken and
burned soldiers could be put on stretchers and lifted up to the next level
without having their wounds made worse by carrying them up steps. she put
the first nursing station in the center of each floor, with cords attached
to bells, so that fewer nurses could attend to more of the sick and wounded.
The injured were instructed to ring the bell IF they needed help, but to
leave the nurses alone, if the patients did NOT need immediate help.
She contracted an M.E. type illness (thought to be brucellosis) at age 35
and she was bedridden for the next 50 years. She still had potentates and
kings come to her bed for advice, and to pay her homage. She demanded that
the lights be low in her room and ONLY one visitor at a time. I decided that
her birthday May 12th would be the day.
This Is the 15th anniversary of May 12th this year. You can find more info
at www.rescindinc.org.
You founded RESCIND (Repeal Existing Stereotypes for Chronic Immunological
and Neurological Disorders) in 1992. What was RESCIND about and what
happened with that group?
RESCIND, Inc. was intended to a "virtual" non-profit corporation. People
would stay in their own home towns and work to advance our mutual interests
in the best way they could. It was designed to be mostly a central
web-site/clearing house for information. We would all agree to come together
at least ONE day a year for May 12th to Lobby Congress and get the word out
to the media that these CIND (Chronic Immunological and Neurological
Diseases) were costing our economy tens of billions in lost productivity and
billions in medical costs
Sadly, I was too overwhelmed with incoming requests and enthusiasm for both
"changing the name of CFS" and getting May 12th off the ground. I pushed too
damn hard and collapsed severely in the spring of 1994 after I caught the
flu on a flight from Florida. I’ve been disabled and housebound ever since.
I’m not alone. Most of the groups that worked on these issues in the 80's,
and 90's are long gone – all burned out.
The CFThe CFS research program was centered, under the leadership of Dr. Straus,
in the National Institute of Allergy and Infectious Diseases (NIAID) for
many years. It seems like we got off on the wrong foot there – Dr. Straus
ended up being no friend to CFS. You met Dr. Straus – what was your
recollection of him?
The big multinational insurance companies have literally billions of dollars invested
in portraying us as mentally ill malingerers who are out to defraud them.
Dr. Strauss called me one afternoon in the spring of 1988 and he was
EXTREMELY dismissive and condescending. He started the call of by telling me x
that he himself was "very fatigued" from just getting off a plane from Italy
where he had been speaking at a conference on AIDS, a REAL disease, (HIS
emphasis, not mine). He went on for several minutes about how the newly
renamed "CFS" wasn't even a real disease, and if it was, it would disappear
in a few more months, or at the most, a year.
When I told him that I could barely roll over in bed, that I couldn't often
eat solid food, that I often needed to drink through a straw, and that I was
too weak to get to the store and purchase the green veggies to make the
juice, to drink through that straw....he said, "I don't have anything to
help you with. Sorry, but, hey, GOOD LUCK!" and he hung up on me....
Very early on you were almost prescient about the multidimensional nature of
this illness. Most people concentrated on the immune system but you believed
it was more complex than that. Tell us about your ‘train track’ theory.
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One rail is the immune system, one rail is the central nervous system. The
railroad ties are genetic predisposition, pyschological predisposition,
how one handles stress, exposure to viruses, exposure to toxins, diet,
sleep, physical insult, death of a family member or close friend.
I said that the train engine is your brain, the train cars are your body. if
the train hits an area of track where there are some rotten railroad ties,
the train can pass over them, IF it slows down, but if you put some BAD fuel
in the train and the engine hiccups or bucks as it passes over the rotten
part of the railroad ties, it can buck and derail and that the hardest
headed, hardest charging workaholics derail the worst.
I was really struck reading Rik Carlson’s excellent book (We Aren’t in
Kansas Anymore) of his accounts of his travails trying to maintain his
disability benefits from his insurance company. He succeeded for quite some
time but in the end had to face the music and allowed them to buy him out. It’s a
dark, dark side of the medical establishment. You also had a difficult time
getting disability.
It took me 2 and 1/2 years to win my SSI disability case. I had to pay a
lawyer 4,000 dollars back in 1989. I had a 4 inches thick file of medical
records. My two "case workers" from Social security told the judge that "we
are here to protect Mr. Hennessy's rights", and then they spent the next
hour telling the judge that anyone this smart and this organized could not
be disabled as I claimed to be and that the judge should deny my claims.
They NEVER said this to my face before the court date. I finally won. Three
months later I got my first check but it took two years more before I got
Medicare.
I have been
labeled as "angry” - damn straight - what the average ME/CFS patient has
been through is a crime against humanity.
Ninety percent of CFS patients get rejected the first time. You need strong
diaries and consistent medical records to get to stage II. That takes 6 to 9
months, and then 70% get denied. Then stage III is the ALJ or administrative
law judge stage. The system is COMPLETELY stacked against us. I have been
labeled as "angry” - damn straight - what the average ME/CFS patient has
been through is a crime against humanity.
They pThey put people in vans outside of claimant’s houses and if they find them
mowing the lawn they take a video and then go to the judge and say "this guy
claims to be disabled, but we have tape of him mowing his lawn". The judge
denies the claim and the person runs out of money and then commits suicide.
I have seen this dozens of times with my own eyes.
If anything private insurance is an even darker side of
the medical establishment. This is an issue you have a personal
experience with and a family connection to. >
The big multinational insurance companies have literally billions of dollars
invested in portraying us as mentally ill malingerers who are out to defraud
them. Our corrupt congress has allowed big donors to write laws that say "if
you are physically ill, they have to pay you disability until you are age
65! - but if you are declared MENTALLY ill, they can either deny your claim
completely, or just pay you two years TOTAL, and then they can let you
starve to death. Rosalynn Carter, President Jimmy Carter's wife lobbied for
parity between mental and physical illness from the early 1970's. Ted
Kennedy has lobbied for this as well and Hillary Clinton. We STILL don't
have it!
The big multinational insurance companies have literally billions of dollars invested
in portraying us as mentally ill malingerers who are out to defraud them.
We face an uphill battle - these big insurance companies can not afford to
pay us 55% of our former salaries for the next 40 years! THAT is why they
are trying to get an internationally recognized neurological Disease Myalgic
Encephalomyelitis, which has it's own WHO code, to be thrown out. To the
insurance industry, this is a life and death matter.
Many pMany patients claim that "CFS" is ONLY a physical disease; to the insurance
industry, it is ONLY a mental disease. I think it is a system wide, total
body, mind and body disease but MONEY talks, and Cort, imagine if you were
the CEO of a large insurance company and you had THOUSANDS of claims for
long term disability and YOUR bonus depended upon how many claims you could
AVOID paying, or EVADE paying! You would look for ways to "delay, deny and
hope they die!" - just like these people do.
It’s one thing to say insurance companies have an invested interest in
making us look like mental cases. It’s quite another to say they’ve
manipulated public policy in order to do so. Maybe I’m just naïve in this
matter but is there any direct evidence that insurance companies are trying
to get myalgic encephalomyelitis reclassified as a mental disorder? >
The insurance industry alone has more than 1,000 registered lobbyists.
Congressional staffs are overworked all the time and they are in constant
search of campaign money and big corporations are there waiting with big
checks and they say "it would be really great if law XYZ had these few
paragraphs tucked in there somewhere" and if you get those paragraphs in,
there is more money were this comes from....
Sad to say, that is the way of the world these days. I have seen it up close
and personal for 35 years so it doesn't even faze me anymore. As I said my
dad was the chief lobbyist for J. Paul Getty for more than a decade. But far
too many middle Americans still believe in justice, fairness, equitable
treatment. Cort, that hasn't happened in decades, and sadly, it won't happen
anytime soon.
My dad used to tell us horror stories at the dinner table on a regular
basis.
Congress passes very complex and detailed and verbose laws that are FULL of
loopholes that often give the exact opposite effect of the name of the bill
being passed. An example is the "clean coal act". They changed the word
"waste" to "fill" to get around EPA laws. if the EPA says that it is immoral
to allow big coal companies to blow the top off hundreds of mountains and
let all the heavy metals and other ‘waste’ ruin downstream rivers for
hundreds of miles leaching toxic heavy metals and poisons into the rivers
and drinking water of poor people, then they can't call it "waste". The word
waste triggers all kinds of inspections and re-inspections and filtration
plants, and constant water testing, and restocking rivers from all the fish
and wildlife killed. So now it’s called ‘fill’.
My dad used to tell us horror stories at the dinner table on a regular
basis.
You were one of the first advocates to propose that advocates for diseases
such as ME/CFS, Gulf War Illness and Multiple Chemical Sensitivity gather
under a big tent and marshall their efforts and work together. This makes
sense to me; all these diseases need better representation and numbers add
up to power but that didn’t go over well. What happened?
I came up with the crazy idea in 1991 of trying to link up "whiney white
women who can't handle stress", with some of the most educated, highly
trained, completely voluntary, almost all male US forces returning from the
first gulf war. These soldiers wanted NOTHING to do with "CFS". Many people
with MCS want NOTHING to do with FMS, or CFS.
All seemed to fear that the other group will get their research money, their
press time, their public sympathy, etc. The infighting is vicious and wears
good people out. I was not trying to do anything other than link people with
CIND (chronic immunological and neurological diseases) for ONE day per year
to lobby the press and Congress for more and better research, and fair
treatment.
I recently saw an article about Dr Daniel Clauw who used to practice at
Georgetown. His article was titled something like "Overlapping conditions of
MCS, FMS, GWS and ME/CFS". This could have been lifted WORD FOR WORD from my
website in 1992! I was hammered relentlessly back then for daring to compare
and contrast these disorders. So it goes....
You’ve long been one of our most vociferous voices against the name ‘chronic
fatigue syndrome’ . In
the first international meeting to discuss the name change in 1989 you said
"There are hundreds of thousands if not millions of Americans and millions
more worldwide who are left destitute by these terrible diseases. But you
will never get the respect, the research dollars, the acceptance of your
peers until you change this asinine name. We are tired of being sick, not
sick of being tired. And if you do nothing else today, change the God damn
name!"
I explained to that audience back in April 1989, that IF they didn't change
the name that very day, and nip this problem in the bud, it would cause a
mess for decades and it has. The few ME experts that were on the panel in
1987 refused to sign off on that new definition and were overruled by
Strauss and company. Even Tony Komaroff admitted to me after years of my
berating him that "Yes, I did vote for the term CFS, Tom, and I have
regretted it ever since".
You like the name myalgic encephalomyelitis and you hate the name chronic
fatigue syndrome yet you’re against the proposed name change, ME/CFS by Rich
Carson and his backers*. Why is this not a suitable first step toward
getting rid of the chronic fatigue syndrome name?
My point is that if you say "ME/CFS", you KEEP the lousy "CFS" that 90% of
patients hate, really despise and then add ME and let the reader chose
either -opathy or –it is. The insurance companies will pick -opathy 100% of
the time and they will use this to claim we are mentally ill and then use
that to deny claims.
I woulI would hazard a guess that the number of patients
receiving disability benefits for myalgic encephalomyelitis in the US is
vanishingly small. I believe referring to CFS as ME/CFS would only help them
while retaining the benefits that CFS does bring; research and social
security benefits.. The Name Change Campaign Advisory Panel - Dr. Cheney,
Dr. Komaroff, Dr. Jason, Dr. Bell, Dr. Lapp, Dr. De Meirleir, etc. all
champions of CFS patients for many years, and all knowledgeable about
insurance issues – were very clear on the need to retain CFS in the name
and all recommended using myalgic encephalopathy not myalgic
encephalomyelitis??
WRONGAMUNDO there Cort. I just explained it to you slowly and in plain
English. ME-opathy …WRONG…too damn generic and funds are cut off after two
years. BAD idea. Myalgic encephalomyelitis. WHO code for 30 years. Actual
neurological illness. We have a petition online with more than 8,000
signatures. I have read tens of thousands of letters from all over the
world.
Tony Komaroff admitted to me after years of my berating him that
"Yes, I did vote for the term CFS, Tom, and I have regretted it ever since".
CFS is a pile of crap. It is an artificial construct of some people with
tiny brains. It will be looked back upon in history, much like George W. the
magnificent, the amiable dunce who currently occupies the White House and
CFS does NOT guarantee anyone gets disability. There are only TWO ways you
can get social security. You have to be UNABLE to perform any job in the US
economy for a minimum of 12 consecutive months OR have an illness that
directly leads to your DEATH!
In private disability contracts, there are usually two categories as well;
you can either not perform your PAST job for at least 12 consecutive months,
or that you are PHYSICALLY disabled and unable to perform any job in the US
economy. The big insurance companies do NOT care what the label is. They
just don't want to pay money for decades, when many of us wax and wane with
our symptoms. If we were ever paid legitimate benefits, they would go out of
business, so they try to paint us as mentally ill malingerers, and the
actions of many of us, sure give them LOTS of ammunition to use against us.
You, Komaroff, Cheney, Bell, all of you have your heads in the sand!...
You are like little lobsters sitting in a pot of lukewarm water....
Cort it is your newsletter but you could not be more wrong your life
depended on it. Please go to my website and scroll down to the M.E. petition
and read at least 10 different posts from people who wrote actual paragraphs
next to their name. You, Komaroff, Cheney, Bell, all of you have your heads
in the sand!
I have been proven correct over time more than almost all of these fools and
my friends are dying because of this awful name and if all these $%^%&ing
mental midgets change the name to ME/CFS we will no respect from anyone and
surely the insurance companies don’t give a shit. They will continue to deny
legitimate claims.
You guys are so screwed up. You are like little lobsters sitting in a pot of
lukewarm water and the corrupt insurance companies are turning up the heat
and the those of us who are smart have been trying to warn you for 20 years!
CFS is already often treated as mental disorder by insurance companies but
at least CFS is embedded in the scientific literature and in a Social
Security Ruling and in our society. As a disease it’s getting increasingly
good press. You’re proposing the name be changed to a condition (nervous
system inflammation) the research reflects is not consistently present, that
generated almost no research in the fifty years or so it was the name of
this disorder and that is perceived in a worse light in Europe than the CFS
is in the United State. Yes it has WHO code but that doesn’t seem to have
helped much; there’s no essentially no governmental support for non-behavioral research in Europe. So how is changing this diseases name to
myalgic encephalomyelitis going to do any good for anybody?
Cort, here is my answer to the "fair name" plan. M.E. it is does have a WHO
code as neurological illness. For "CFS" being embedded in anything…it is
embedded in misinformation. And it bastardizes any patient cohort it is
involved in, and damages or destroys any data set that is used for alleged
scientific purposes.
As one doc said, "CFS" can mean whatever you want it to mean. My personal
doc has NOT used the term "CFS" on any medical form for me, In the past 7
years. I am NOT proposing a "name change" per se. what I am saying is what
MOST patients and true M.E. docs around the world say. …."We had a great and
accurate definition from dr. Melvin Ramsey decades ago.
"Chronic fatigue"
has NEVER gotten good press, and it barely gets any press now, good or bad. It is a terrible name,
and I said that the emperor had NO clothes, 20 years ago. And they all know in their hearts that
I was telling the truth to the powers that be LONG before any else did.
And we don't need the term "CFS" now. It messes up everything it touches.
And good MRI's can tell that YES, there are signs of inflammation all over
the place. And the fact that there is little or no biological research is a
crime against humanity! And the name M.E. it is SOUNDS scary! MS
(multiple sclerosis) was
considered the work of the devil and a women's weak and neurotic mind for at
least 150 years!
The current Democratic congress is working towards a parity between mental
and physical illnesses, but so far, nothing has passed. As long as current
rules apply, mental illnesses get a MAXIMUM of two years lifetime
disability. Virtually NO M.E. patient that I know of who has passed 2 years
of disability ever works again. So, this current paradigm is often a ticket
to homelessness and death for FAR too many of us.
Social security rulings don't meant shit. Each case is decided on the
merits. SS disability is ONLY paid, if you can not perform ANY job in the US
economy for one consecutive year, OR you must have a disability that will
directly lead to your death. You can look It up!
"Chronic fatigue" has NEVER gotten good press, and it barely gets any press
now, good or bad. It is a terrible name, and I said that the emperor had NO
clothes, 20 years ago. And they all know in their hearts that I was telling
the truth to the powers that be LONG before any else did.
We’re going to have to disagree on several things, the
importance of the 1999 Social Security ruling, whether or not CFS is getting
better press, whether MRI's have shown inflammation consistent.ly, and whether or not ME/CFS is a better name than CFS but let's
move on. Since we began this interview I heard you were doing better. What's
going on and do you have any plans for RESCIND?
It's been a brutal 30 years. I started getting double vision back in
senior year in college. I was a work hard, party hard kind of guy. I had
been bitten by close to 80 fleas in the very first week of senior year -
our band had a beach house right on the New England waterfront. It turns
out that I contracted what is now called Lyme disease right back then.
But no one knew what it was. It seems that "chronic Lyme disease" is
really the product of a secret biological weapons program, that got out
of control. It turns out that I am positive for babesia, bartonella,
lyme burgdorferi, cat scratch fever, as well as heavy metal poisoning,
chronic mercury poisoning. severe obstructive sleep apnea, severe neurally mediated hypotension, severe fibromyalgia syndrome and a few
other medical conditions.
Seven years ago, I found Dr. Alan R. Vinitsky. He has worked slowly and
meticulously, month by month to strip away my old mercury fillings, he
has gotten me to take clay baths for two years, once a week to leech out
old bits of heavy metals in my tissues from my days cleaning oil tankers
in the Merchant Marines.
As I told you, my dad was the chief lobbyist for Getty Oil companies worldwide,
for the last 10 years of his Getty career. Anywho being the oldest son of this
workaholic, I wanted to earn my college tuition. If I worked on a competitors
ship I was "allowed" to work the dirtiest job on the ship...since I was one of
the "bosses" kids, I got the worst jobs, one of which was cleaning out the
bilges an boilers of supertankers...WHILE they were underway.
This got minute specks of black and grey heavy soot and metals into my lungs and
then I would take a shower after my shift and I would have black film coming out
of my nose, and out of my armpits. (much like a coal miner). It was AWFUL work,.
but it paid $17.50 an hour when the minimum wage was less than 2 bucks. In
retrospect, I wish I hadn't taken that job but I did .and i was able to
pay my way through college, and not burden my parents with further debt.
About 8 months ago, I was able to start walking a mile a day.
...I began to do light stretching ...
This time, the Ambien worked and I began to get restorative sleep for the first time in 30 years!
I worked my ass off, 7 days a week, 14 hours a day for the next 15 years! I
worked TOO hard. and then I partied too hard and with the tiny bits of black
metal in my body from the nasty jobs on the oil tankers, and too many bad
fillings in my teeth, and four separate types of bacterial infections from my
encounter with fleas I was a sitting duck for some other type of insult. and for
me, it was the neurotoxins in the raw oysters on the night of October 23, 1987..
As I described to you in my train track analogy, the toxic raw oysters, were
probably the last straw that broke the camel's back.
But, once a week, magnetic clay baths, in pretty warm water, left a black film
around the tub, that looked a LOT like the black film that was on my armpits and
nose back in my oil tanker days.
I also am taking Chinese herbs, and low dose
antibiotics and anti malarial drugs.About 8 months ago, I was able to start walking a mile a day. I got up
to one mile in the am and one in the pm.....I began to do light
stretching and my doctor gave me an Rx for Ambien for occasional use for
re-regulating my sleep. This time, the Ambien worked and I began to get
restorative sleep for the first time in 30 years! I wear a chin strap
made of neoprene at night.....and I sleep MUCH better now. I go to sleep
around 10 pm and I wake up at 6 pm. for 20 years I could only wake up at
6pm and go to bed at 6 am.
I am now working to Revive May 12th, and RESCIND, Inc. and we are
working to make our website a portal for advertisers. So, I am quite
busy. I don't plan to be too much of a thorn in the side of the NIH and
the CDC, but I will still speak out, when I see blatant injustice.